Himself
March 15, 2018
Sitting and watching as my soul falters and descends;
His mind does not match her matter
And he cannot help but contemplate his existence,
Spotting invisible flaws that only he can see.
When they ask for handsome suits, not lovely dresses,
As society should not decide who they ought to be.
Yet, they still do not own those set of clothes
As their guardian does not want to understand their intent.
The decision to deepen their speech and adjust their physique
Will not end up in regret,
When they’ve been living in a deep sea
Of smothering “hers” and suffocated self.
While I watch as he shifts and frowns,
People watch him, their opinions dark and impolite
As they observe with no words,
Despite saying so much more than was said.
I’ve seen him in a state of surrender.
I assure him that he is not broken, that he is not himself yet,
And her past, I’m sure, he’d rather people forget.